Just received a letter from smu saying that i've been admitted to the bachelor of business management course in 2007.. haha feeling rather relieved now cos i tot i'd screwed up my interview..
Watched shikoku last nite.. a fucking boring show.. supposed to be a horror movie yet there wasnt any horror scene at all.. wtf rite.. anw there was much laughter thruout the show so i suppose it is a comedy eh..
Just came back from gym.. rather worn out.. perhaps due to insufficient slp.. came back at 4am ytd.. still need to go church ltr..

Frankly, i'm afraid of growing old.. just looking at people ard me.. esp those getting on in years, with all sorts of ailments and diseases poured on them.. I sincerely give them my sympathy and yet at the same time, I shun the process of growing old even more..
Someone ever told me that she wld attempt suicide at the age of 60 if she's not married.. tt's cos it will be difficult to carry on with life after inheriting the various diseases which may leave one wheelchair-bound or bed-ridden for life..

Suddenly feeling very despair.. got a strong feeling that sth unfortunate will befall on me and that i dun hav a suitable close fren to comfort me.. I miss somebody.. yet that someone isnt one that i've met or conversed before.. just a stranger whom i will befriend in future.. still lookin for tt particular someone...
I've been indifferent towards many things around me.. partly coz everyday is just repeating itself.. so much so that i cldnt keep track of the date anymore.. and i just cannot be bothered.. just lookin forward to the weekends when i can hav my own time, doin the things i like and to probably rest.... a little.. at least to sort out my thoughts.. I'm tired.. really tired...... tired of ppl ard me.. tired of the things that happen everyday...
Every occurrence of an event seems to be directed by a person living in a different space of time and place from me.. It's like a stage play or a movie.. where acting is involved and everything is unreal.. Sth similar to that of the truman show..

Just received a call from my fren jus now.. discussed abt the happenings tml and sat.. hopefully the weekend'll relieve me of this revolting feeling and mood..

cheryl loon.. hmm..

Just got a new hp.. 7260.. was given a voucher by singtel.. traded in my 7250 and together with the voucher I bought the 7260 for 98 bucks..
Haha.. i noe tt my 6230 is only a mth old but its worth getting the 7260 at 98 bucks so jus get la.. still gonna use 6230 coz it has many functions and they r amazingly useful..
I'll think of wad to do wif the new phone.. probably sell it or sth..

cheryl & me

me & denise

Haha.. went out wif those bunch of ppl below again ytd.. watched beauty shop and played pool all the way till 4am.. anw denise was the girl i met at zouk and rouge a few wks ago and ivan's her fren while dunnie's our common friend..
Ahh anw we're meeting ltr again with ziyang, anthony and cheryl loon too.. damn tired now..

Outside cineleisure with dunnie ivan denise and me

I feel like eating yet i'm full. Feel like sleeping but i'm not tired. Wanna watch tv but there's nth to watch. Dunno wad to do now.. like so empty.. wad a fucked up feelin..

after zouk.. taken at grand copthorne hotel

zouk