ok.. i got the phone alr.. it's cool.. u guys shld get it too.. esp yina.. heh

Ok.. I didnt do all of u proud.. but at least i tried.. well.. i learnt from it anw.. it's an experience afterall.. a valuable 1 in fact.. i'll jus try harder the nxt time..

Hav been splurging excessively recently.. spent almost 700 bucks this mth.. tts excluding meals and other miscellaneous stuffs.. bought some clothes and footwears.. aye.. and i'm eyeing the new sony ericsson k800i cyber-shot phone.. think i'm gonna buy it nxt mth.. when my dad gives me money for my bdae.. yea..

I'm fucking bored.. not onli now.. but for qt some time alr.. not tt i havent been going out and all.. when i come home i jus feel jaded.. lost.. looks like my oldself is slowly creeping back into me.. those times when i'm hardly ever home cos i'm always out... i need to get a grip on myself..

Looking forward to my long break b4 uni starts..

Havent felt like this for a long time.. My heart is on the verge of falling out of my ribs as it palpitates almost twice a sec. I can imagine the beads of trepidation which trickle down my cheeks if it weren't for the aircon room i'm in.. damn the anxiety..

Still no butterflies in my stomach.. whoever created this phrase.. im not feeling it..

Anw thx for those who've dropped a msg or 2 into my phone's inbox to inject some luck and encouragement into me.. trust me.. i'll do all of u proud.. heh.. i'll try i mean..

Finally back home after almost 2 wks of boredom. Cld say that I waited long for this return, yet being back, there's this sour feeling in me that lingers. Perhaps Brunei wasnt such a bad place afterall.. Or perhaps.. I'm missing Brunei.. A little..