Fuck la. Shldnt hav gone out at all.. wasnt in the right mood.. was rather angsty yet at the same time, depressed. Dunno for wad fuckin reason. Probably cos i was jus too tired after the swim.. din hav the energy to laugh at jokes or to even take part in any conversation. Was jus so.... so distracted; disillusioned.. I was like in my own world.. oblivious to the things ard me.. Felt so weighed down. It's like i'm troubled over something.. yet i dunno wad it is. It's jus like waking up on the wrong side of the bed..
Arh fuck it.