And yet, another sleepless night. I was bombarded by many thoughts and problems, all bound together by the canvas of a riot of emotions: depression,fear,stress,confusion,hatred and pity. These erupted from within me and spread across my sensory organs, seemingly close to a wildfire. This outburst inhibits my academic progress and indefinitely affects my social life. To ponder about life, is to question my existence here. If I had been created and nurtured to suffer setbacks, overcome challenges and face myriad ordeals, I would rather end it.
The assurance in life which I have always believed in, have been greatly impaired. This searing agony will stay, until the beacon of light rekindles and continues to shine on me just like before.
Sunday, October 17, 2004
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
Again, stress has caught up with me once more.. Hitting me haphazardly, from all directions; from different aspects, at every angle. Distraction is a major factor, though indirectly, it has caused precious time to be squandered away, be it knowingly or unknowingly. Getting tired of worrying and the feeling of insecurity. Avenues through which I can confide in are gradually dwindling in numbers. Life is meaningless.
It was never meant to be this way, I was wrong.
It was never meant to be this way, I was wrong.
Thursday, October 07, 2004
Recollections
As I leaned upon the wall that stood at a perfect right angle to the bed frame while resting on the bed, flashbacks of memories recurred in my mind. No, not those revolting experiences, but the heartening ones -- the ones which involved spending time with friends, and mingling with unfamiliar figures. Friends are indeed crucial in anyone's life, as they will determine your emotions at any instant, and leave a mark in your memories which will be etched in your heart until the age to come.
Thinking back, friends may also play a part in the kind of sports you like. The sport may in fact be a spirit dousing boring game but it's the interaction with your friends that makes you gain interest in the game.
Friends are also solutions to solitude and decisions in critical dilemmas.
Look how great the role of a friend is.. Be glad that you have them and most importantly, treasure them.
As I leaned upon the wall that stood at a perfect right angle to the bed frame while resting on the bed, flashbacks of memories recurred in my mind. No, not those revolting experiences, but the heartening ones -- the ones which involved spending time with friends, and mingling with unfamiliar figures. Friends are indeed crucial in anyone's life, as they will determine your emotions at any instant, and leave a mark in your memories which will be etched in your heart until the age to come.
Thinking back, friends may also play a part in the kind of sports you like. The sport may in fact be a spirit dousing boring game but it's the interaction with your friends that makes you gain interest in the game.
Friends are also solutions to solitude and decisions in critical dilemmas.
Look how great the role of a friend is.. Be glad that you have them and most importantly, treasure them.
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