Been experiencing a coaster of emotions.. When it goes up, I'd be contented, happy and ignorant at the same time. However, when it plunges to a depth near the ground, I'd be paranoid, depressed and sensitive altogether. Of cos if i were the engineer, I'd build it such that the route jus goes up and never down but unfortunately so, i'm not. And what's worst is that I can no longer see the tracks that are paved for me. Maybe cos it's jus downhill from now..