Enjoy dinner yup... yea now i wun..

Finally my stupid com is working.. thx to my bro i think.. anw i miss them.. everyone.. alot.. can't wait for everything to be over..cos only then, i'll decide to meet them.. yea..
Sigh.. tired.. bye.

Havent been bloggin for a fucking long time.. yea i noe..been busy and most importantly my com is down with virus and everything is just going so damn wrong. There're so many things goin on in my head until i'm jus so sick of life..i can't fall asleep at nite yet during the day i'll jus feel so restless, groggy and whatsoever.. ah.. u noe la.Been drifting away from my close usual hang-out friends..And it's not tat i dun wanna go out wif them it's jus cos i've totally lost my self-confidence.. it's jus shattered.. Like a village being obliterated by the impact of an asteroid which results in a total wrecked, barren land.. No one understands how i feel.. i jus feel so jaded... tired.. completely worn out.. tat sudden change in my way of life jus left me breathing alone in my own space.. it jus hurts so much.. everything... it jus gets deeper when i thought the wound was healed.. u jus wldnt noe.. u jus wldnt.. I dun dare to face the world.. yet it's somiserable living in solitude..