My Thoughts..
Was supposed to go out with Jovan, Yina and a few of our friends to give him a belated birthday celebration. The plan was foiled by the Physics tuition today -- setting aside no time for this event. Feel rather bad. Shall postpone(not cancel) it. yep.
Anyway, have been quite busy recently. Firstly, due to the study plan i'd drawn out for the coming Prelims. Everyday, I'm packed with numerous chapters to cover, leaving no time for rest. Secondly, it's due to the number of punishment essays I had to complete, for not doing essay outlines and eventually skipped that GP lesson. On top of that, I have to attend to DCs next week on tues and wed.
Oh ya, speaking of the essays.. I have to thank Jillyan for taking time to help me write one of the essays; Daniel for helping me find model essays from the intranet; Guosheng for wanting to help; Cheryl and Yin ching for giving me ideas to write the essays; David for his die-hard spirit in helping me to fax his essay to Brandon and Ian so that they could scan and send it to me for copying; Brandon for attempting to receive the fax from David but failed; Ian for receiving the fax, scanning it and sending to me, and typed out the essay for me with modifications to David's essay.
Haha.. so many people to thank. Yea, but I'm truly grateful for all these friends for which without them I wouldn't have completed the essays within 1 day. To Jill: I still remember the treat k.
K la.. Decided to blog to stray away from the books for awhile. Tried to study for abt an hour but couldn't absorb. Just feeling damn tired. K continuing now. Bye.
Mood: Dying
The greatest discovery of my generation is that a human being can alter his life by altering his attitudes of mind. William James (1842 - 1910)
Monday, July 26, 2004
The "aftermath"
I haven't been penning my thoughts down lately partly due to the adaptation I had to make from the transition between the Switzerland trip and reality.. On the day of my arrival back to Singapore, my feelings were simply numb; bidding farewell to the company I was with the past week was a simple feat and I thought that I was simply tired(due to the jet lag I suppose), so much so that I had tossed away all happy as well as unhappy thoughts, for the longing of seeing my bed.
When I woke up at 7pm in the evening(slept for 6 hours), I felt a tinge of sadness mixed with a sense of helplessness. With the impending exams, I knew I was in deep shit. There I sat on the familiarly comfortable "wheelie" chair, my eyes were fixed on an insignificant trinket owned by my brother and I began to reminisce about the various events that took place in Switzerland as well as its picturesque landscapes and landforms shaped up by the phenomena of nature. As I teared, I told myself that it was over. It's now back to fixed routines and busy schedules with tonnes of workload. Hey, I do know that most of you people out there had experienced or are still experiencing this "side-effects" of the trip, just to let you know that it is over and be brave about facing reality. Afterall, you are not alone in this.
Mood: Hungry
I haven't been penning my thoughts down lately partly due to the adaptation I had to make from the transition between the Switzerland trip and reality.. On the day of my arrival back to Singapore, my feelings were simply numb; bidding farewell to the company I was with the past week was a simple feat and I thought that I was simply tired(due to the jet lag I suppose), so much so that I had tossed away all happy as well as unhappy thoughts, for the longing of seeing my bed.
When I woke up at 7pm in the evening(slept for 6 hours), I felt a tinge of sadness mixed with a sense of helplessness. With the impending exams, I knew I was in deep shit. There I sat on the familiarly comfortable "wheelie" chair, my eyes were fixed on an insignificant trinket owned by my brother and I began to reminisce about the various events that took place in Switzerland as well as its picturesque landscapes and landforms shaped up by the phenomena of nature. As I teared, I told myself that it was over. It's now back to fixed routines and busy schedules with tonnes of workload. Hey, I do know that most of you people out there had experienced or are still experiencing this "side-effects" of the trip, just to let you know that it is over and be brave about facing reality. Afterall, you are not alone in this.
Mood: Hungry
Saturday, July 24, 2004
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
Depression
Swiss trip is over.. and I have no more mood for anything.. I'm like in a state of depression right now. Everything's gone. Nothing to look forward to. Everyday is just studying from now onwards, and I should achieve at least 3-4 topics of any subject a day in order to finish the syllabus on time for prelims. I don't know how i'm supposed to do that. Can't go out at all for 1 whole month. Can't even hold/attend a party since all my friends will be studying. I'm seriously very depressed. Don't know whether I should retain or not. Sigh.. Really miss all my friends at the trip. Can't even get together at all from now till end of prelims. Damn sad.
Mood: Depressed/Lost
Swiss trip is over.. and I have no more mood for anything.. I'm like in a state of depression right now. Everything's gone. Nothing to look forward to. Everyday is just studying from now onwards, and I should achieve at least 3-4 topics of any subject a day in order to finish the syllabus on time for prelims. I don't know how i'm supposed to do that. Can't go out at all for 1 whole month. Can't even hold/attend a party since all my friends will be studying. I'm seriously very depressed. Don't know whether I should retain or not. Sigh.. Really miss all my friends at the trip. Can't even get together at all from now till end of prelims. Damn sad.
Mood: Depressed/Lost
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