Life.. is a stalk of rose.. for when it comes into being, is innocent and undaunting, with no threat concealed in its shadow. However, when it treads down the path of maturity, its thorns reveal and taunt its bearer, but with meticulous handling, it will eventually be overcome with no harm done. Under optimum conditions, it will be at its peak and bloom crimson petals successfully in its appreciation. Yet exposed to gusts of strong wind and torrential rain, its stronghold will be crippled, which leads to the withering of its brightly coloured flower and unsuccessful attempts to rebloom. However, in rare cases, it may, if it were to have the will. Or... perhaps not.

Fuck la. Shldnt hav gone out at all.. wasnt in the right mood.. was rather angsty yet at the same time, depressed. Dunno for wad fuckin reason. Probably cos i was jus too tired after the swim.. din hav the energy to laugh at jokes or to even take part in any conversation. Was jus so.... so distracted; disillusioned.. I was like in my own world.. oblivious to the things ard me.. Felt so weighed down. It's like i'm troubled over something.. yet i dunno wad it is. It's jus like waking up on the wrong side of the bed..
Arh fuck it.

Hey to everyone out there.. there'll be a party at Indochine on the 11th of june(sat) from 10pm - 3am.. R & B hiphop all nite.. tickets r priced at $18 with a complimentary drink and lotsa promos. Those interested can get tickets from me.. can contact me at 98222193. Thx.

Ah.. a fucking boring week.. dun really wanna talk abt it..

tried pumping my bball jus now to bring to camp but the pump jus ran out of gas.. damn.. gotta buy a new one soon..

Andrew's bdae bbq wasnt as bad as i thought it to be.. heh.. and i felt a lil guilty goin there empty handed.. wasnt tt fun either.. it was jus........ jus ok. return cab fare was 10 bucks.. spent a total of abt 150 bucks alr during these 2 days..

Jus found out ytd tt denise has a bf now.. they got together jus 3 days ago.. haha looks like i hav 1 less clubbing buddy in future..

i miss tt person v much.. cant slp at nite..

hungry. waiting for food.

Anw.. gotta stay in for 2 mths.. since work ends at 530.. we shld be able to play sports before dinner.. haha..

I want my food.

Indochine was madness last nite man.. Drank on an empty stomach and i was groggy upon drinking the 2nd cup of vodka. Haha.. music fucking rocked!(tho a few songs were repeated towards the end) A few puffs kept the party and spirits high.. went wif ziyang, david, dunnie, denise and ivan. Alot of chiobus who cld dance pretty well.... anw it was supposed to be a cj party but saw mani acsians there nvrtheless.. similar to phuture(the crowd) but indochine's much better(tho the price was abit steep - $23).

Saw cheryl ytd.. she met up wif us to pass dunnie some stuffs.. she's rilly pretty man..

Feelin damn fucked up right now. It's just a feelin.. maybe it'll go away after lurking ard for awhile..

I'm Just a Kid

I woke up it was 7
Waited till 11 just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me

And maybe when the night is dead, i'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And their gonna leave me here on my own

What the fuck is wrong with me?
don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
cause every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause im just a kid tonight

I've got alot of friends.. but close ones... err... gotta think abt it..

Feel like 1 of my wings has been clipped off.. it has alwiz been this way yet i havent realised it all this while.. Nth much has changed.. like an ant lost from its colony...

Havent been clubbing lately.. almost 2wks alr.. no mood actually.. so its just watching movie and playin pool with denise ivan dunnie and ziyang till the sun rises.

Goin sentosa today.. hope it doesnt rain else it wun be fun..

Suddenly obsessed with abercrombie & fitch clothes.. they're seriously damn nice.. its a pity they dun own a shop here.. think i'll probably order the clothes online..

Still waiting impatiently for my hair to grow............