My birthday's just around the corner.. but i'm not looking forward to it.. cos' i know, my wish will not be fulfilled..

I wake up every morning with a panic attack.. afraid of what the rest of the day holds for me. Yet in the night, i can't fall asleep.. random images bombard my mind constantly.

NUS arts bash @ zouk








The winners




Supper at Tong Shui @zion rd




Went to support DELON WANG at the nus arts pageant held at zouk last wk. Albeit he didn't win, he's still our very own arts king. (of the usuals tt is)

UK Bound 2008 @ gotham



Cigar frenzy




Brunch @ Relish












Photos from brunch @ relish with acsians last sun and gotham with army buds last nite.

I don't know what i'm living for anymore. Life's just getting harder.. with more gloom and misery setting in as each day progresses.

I can go on and on abt it.. but do u care? Does anyone fucking care?

Everyone's just but a meagre being on earth; dispensable, insignificant, and we live to die. U live for ur own goals and i live for mine.

Fuck the world.

I've lost my life completely.

More uploads on the bbq and dbl o.


School commenced today after a whizzing 4 months break. I'd succumbed to the fate of having a heavy mental barrier that impeded my understanding of the theories taught this afternoon. I guess there's still much getting used to. My first foray into books after a long holiday. Can't anticipate much. The fact that i didnt fall asleep in class today is clearly laudable. For me at least.


Been glued to the tv set over the past few days due to the massive coverage of the olympics held in beijing (i'm still watching it now btw). Caught the gold medal match of men's tennis dbls 2 days ago and it was rilly good. Ok "rilly good" wld be an understatement. Fucking fabulous shld be more appropriate. I'm rilly glad the team from switzerland triumphed over sweden due to roger federer's sharp and nimble stance on the tennis court, not forgetting his teammate too.

The women's singles today btwn 2 russian women were just alright.. not much of an adrenaline rush while watching them as compared to the gold medal dbls match. Yelena Dementyeva clinched the gold medal due to the multiple service faults of her fellow counterpart, Dinara Safina.

In case ure wondering y i'd been so fervent in commentating the tennis matches; Tennis have been my favourite sport ever since i picked it up a few yrs ago.. and the passion has grown so much tt i play it every wk. Heh.

Oh i just played a game with lionel ytd. Sure helped me to chase away the school blues. Thinking of engaging a private coach to improve on my strokes. U guys shld pick it up too. it's highly addictive.

Nights.


We can make it right.

Bbq gathering @ my humble abode








Starring smu







Dbl o






Family tea party











National day potluck party with acsians






Finally got some time to update. Been fucking busy lately.. seriously. Haha the above're some of the stuff tt i'd packed into my schedule over the past few days.. Oh still waiting for more photos for the dbl o nite (if ure thinking i wasnt the only guy there k) and for the bbq gathering at my place with the smu ppl last nite.

Sch's starting and i'm kinda numb abt it. God noes y. Ok actually im dreading it a little.. just a tad bit.

Fuck sch.