I m on a tight budget for my xmas presents simply cos i hav no money. Going for present hunting wif jan ltr.. so im gonna say sorry to the recipients of the presents. Yina and all r coming over ltr tonite and boy do i miss them so..

Hav been reminiscing much abt the past.. where my life was ever so energetic.. was hardly ever home and stayed out till 4 to 5am during the weekends.. Now my life is jus so stagnant.. now i'm hardly ever out.. jus the thought of stepping out the house cowers me.. cos everything tt had happened has crippled me greatly.. i can no longer stand up.. yet as hard as i might, i try.. there isnt a solid ground for me to stand firm.

I hate this kinda life. I fucking hate it.

Aw.. How I love my life.