You have no idea how much I long for THE day to come.. all these sufferings just made me realise how life can actually torture one so much so that I can almost see life after death as being more pleasant than life before death itself, albeit no one knows whether we actually do burn in Hell or walk through the majestic gates of Heaven embracing the sweet serenity of the white-washed environment, and experiencing the cascading river of happiness that permeates into your senses ever so willingly without any procrastination nor obstacles in its way; just like water poured into a funnel. The unending sense of elation is one that no one has gone through before..

Unlike the fire-burst of confetti of party poppers in life, which doesn't last.

I would like to think that it's the latter cos' i'm craving for happiness like a cat craving for attention.