It just came into realisation that i've undermined the inherent complications in life all these while. It's a whip-lash through the heart inducing a searing pain from within. Trust me, it hurts.


Someone told me that she'd actually become a realist after experiencing an ordeal, and it jolted me hard. Little did i realise that i'd always been this idealist trying to create my own utopia. I'm seriously perturbed by all of these. Trying to seek solace. Leave me alone.